Irritated and infatuated. Odd combo?

Today has been a struggle a bit, but it hasn't really been a "terrible" day. I've been irritated with almost everything today. People, things. The only thing I can take is my dogs and J.

I have a killer headache. Gah, I don't know. I didn't sleep well last night (I was sick all night) and I don't know. BLAH.

I just want to be alone with quiet. Just me. And quiet.

I'm such an asshole.

As for infatuated...not only am I head over heels for Ray William Johnson, I'm also head over heels for Gerard Butler. After watching 300, I thought his body was the most gorgeous thing I'd ever seen. But that's not why I liked him (though it helped). He is such a child at heart and when he laughs...his smile is infectious.

I don't know. I like the weirdest people.

Spongebob, Weed, Ray and Friends

Today was one of the better days.

Went to J's with A, and got high all day. Came home and started watching Spongebob. Now I'm stalking Ray William Johnson for the day and waking up (I was falling asleep). So now A and I are going to do what we always do and we analyze our personalities.

HAHAHA The Iron Butt.

Let me do a Ray appreciation:

I love this man. I'm still investigating him. IN LOVE. On his show, he's this funny charismatic guy. In real life he's an introverted, socially anxious guy who's really short (Apparently 5 foot 5 or something and all is friends are like 6 foot 3 or taller).

Hopeful plans for a Friday...

J was pretty sick today when she called me from her house. And she called in sick from work tomorrow. She hopes to feel better by tomorrow and she says she'll wait for my call (I told her I'd call at 10:30am) to tell me if she was feeling well enough for me to come over and smoke up with her.

I think even if she doesn't feel well she'll want me to come over anyway and hang and smoke up anywayyyyyy!! Hahaha I love that!

I told my mom some bullshit (which now I think is a good idea so now it's not quite bullshit) that J was going to help me with job searching. Though it sucks she's so far away, I actually don't mind it at all because I get to hang out with her for a while and she smokes me up for free every Wednesday, Friday and Saturday. She's never expected any money at all, and her boyfriend T likes me enough to not care anymore if I just chill.

I'm excited because I enjoy hanging with J. She doesn't get on my nerves ever, and she knows how to make me laugh when I'm stoned as fuck. So, hopefully things go dandy pandy. I'll probably post again later today after I get back from J's (it's 2:15am now). A is coming over and we're going to answer personal memes while eating popcorn and watching Spongebob.

Just another day.